{ almost holiday mood + nose dropped }

I am going to have 1 whole week of holidays for DeepaRaya. I am not sure whether I have to be ashame with I have been hanging around in the office, taking pictures of the office cat (real cat of course), waiting to punch the card at 7pm sharp then go home.

Guess what I have been doing these 3 days? First of all, Blog, then play with Adobe Photoshop, Minesweeper, Solitaire, FreeCells, hold on, there are more meaningful ones. I have been to websites, like, Dictionary.com and Thesaurus.com to check out some words, read through some beneficial blogs, listened to some good songs, and flip through the 1,000 Greetings (heaven knows how many times), a book for creative correspondence designed for all occasions, such as invitations, announcements, greetings and self-promotion. Oh yeah, I have been to Corbis.com and simply type some nonsense and see what pictures will it comes out, it's quite fun when I see some pictures that I didn't expect it to be there. Try it.

Okay, some people might have question, how could I be so FREE? It is because, my boss is having his trip in Hong Kong, and I didn't get any order of doing any project. In addition, this season has the LEAST events planning (according to my boss). I am working in a stage production company, production for backdrops, stages, booths, etc.

Today, I have filled up half of the office dust bin with wet and crumpled facial tissue paper. My nose is about to come off from my face, I have been sneezing and blowing nose since 8am, and now is 3:30pm. It just non-stop. stop it~!! As I have been blowing my nose too much, I found that my ears are getting stucked with the pressure in and out. I thought I was nearly deaf.
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shame on me? aaaahchoo~~
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{ fish from the sky }

This morning I smelt something weird with the laundry area in my condo, truly yucky smell. Surprisingly, there was a half-way-fried fish laying outside at the edge of our laundry area window. Never thought of the neighbour from upper level could have fry their fish until fly their fish out of the kitchen. :P *amazing*

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fishy morning :)
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{ this is not FARNY AT ALL }

Sometimes I just can't stand people call me STEPHANIE or Tiffeany or TiffARNY or the worst one, I've being called TEaEFANY for almost everyday! Please please please call me Tiffany. Thanks so much. Thanks a bunch. Thanks a thousand. Thanks a million. Thanks a billion. Thanks a zillion and last but not least, Thanks a Giga-Zillion Tons.
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call me tiffany
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{ its a holiWORKINGday }

It should be Selangor state holiday. My dearest Boss said we need to back to work, plus he didn't even notice that it's a holiday.

Someone discovered that, Asian thinks they need a holiday in order to produce efficient work. After a break, people are expected to work even harder with better performance, while Western works for holidays. All hardworks are just for the most desirable moment throughout the year, the HOLIDAYS. Regardless the work has done or not.

I found it quite true. It was the culture background affected this scenario. Application for leaves has become a dishonor attidude in working performance. Hard working is always known as the Asian's proud-to-be virtue, working too hard might be another story.

Sometimes, rest is not necessary to make us reach a longer distance journey. Vice versa, we go for the further journey to reach for more "rest stops" - probablities to take a look around the beautiful scenery.
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Perhaps we have been too used to the flattering compliment and forgot about enjoying life & when is the PERFECT happy moment most of the time? Nevertheless, Play HARD, Work HARD.
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{ BIGgest heart }

It's a heart that couldn't be fully dipped in the Niagara Fall, too huge, the closest illustration that I could portrait in my mind when I think of to have a big and wide heart. A heart that has too much capacity to accept and ready for any circumstances in life.

I dare not say that I have the biggest heart in the world, I am trying to be, you may say. After 3 days of thoughts and advices collection, I think the money doesn't matter at all, win or lose of the case either. It was a victorious action when I stood for my own rights, at least I have tried my best. If the money doesn't meant to be mine, it doesn't meant to be his as well.

" Who is right, who is wrong, does it matter anymore? ", The Storyteller, I heard from ENCORE. The Law of cause and effect will tell the story, I believe. I have nothing to lose as I am young, I have time and I am sure that I will have the good fortune to enjoy my happiness of living in this beautiful world.
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feeling better, doesn't mean that I've give up.
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{ dramatic monday }

I have been to the labour department, today is the day that I will not forget in my life. I have met someone with the combination of wolf and turtle. This person, cunning like a extremely hungry wolf, makes up all kind of stories in front of everyone. This person, hides himself away from the fact like a little fragile turtle.

This day, I was being directly insulted on my face, plus the most ridiculous part - my signature has being forged on a fake agreement. All and all by this pityful creature, so afraid of he would be suffer from the result of unfair treatment to his employees, therefore he made up everything that is possible to protect himself away from justice punishment.

How could I forget this? I didn't want all these, seriously. I am being emotionally tortured and the words are keep repeating in my head. I need some times to get rid of it definitely. What else could this person do more? All are unpredictable, this is the real world huh? Like I was watching myself in the movie, but so real.

I am not sure what to do is right. To give up or not, so that I could end my karma at this stage. Will this treatment happen to me one day? Afterall, I have to say Thanks to my dearest peers in the labour office who fight together by my side and friends on the phone, I know I couldn't have stood so firmly without you guys there. Promise me that will not leave me alone okay?
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It was a fault in the begining. I shouldn't have been there.
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{ Buatan Malaysia }

Where were we? I didn't know there is such a treasure hidden so close to me. Thank you ENCORE (An Evening of Songs from the Malaysian Musical Theatre), presented by Five Arts Centre.
A unique celebration of the music and talents of home-grown composers who have contributed to the Malaysian musical theatre in the past 15 years, a great "Buatan Malaysia" has brought me to here - KLPac, Kuala Lumpur Performing Arts Centre.

ENCORE will be one of the most unforgetable musical theatre to me. As to those who has attended, know it very well, creative and entertaining.

Thank you to my performing art productions/shows kaki, Grey, who recomended ENCORE to me and Peishan + her lovely digital camera.
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proud to be malaysian
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{ obviously i'm bored }

SO BORED! for the last 6 hours, we have no internet connection in the office and I was super sleepy. Therefore, I have decided to use this internet "The page cannot be displayed" screenshot and put in all BORING types in it. There goes I had fun at the most boring time in my life. Sometimes I just wonder how do I live without internet :P Doesn't mean I will die, just may be we are being too pampered by this invention, in a way, we are too rely on the mass information from internet?
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nevermind, I already had internet connection back :)
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{ 3 hearts 2 wishes }

Everything is in my head. here and there. east and west. where? why? what? HOW? I don't know. I have too much information and opinion. Is this the right time that I need to stay away from everything and just go on with my own way? Just decide from my own instinct?

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what a mess
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{ DRILL my sweet dream }

This is a beautiful tuesday morning. The weather is just nice to bury myself in the bed. I thought I was the most happiness person in the world, most beautiful princess.

8:21 am sharp, this drill bits started it's job, the person who hold this machine started to do his job. OMG !!! I just got my sleep 5 hours ago. I've tried very hard, tried my best, tried to love the drilling sound and imagine it as if a sweet lullaby, but it just simply can't work. I dont understand how could my 2 lovely sisters sleep like little cute piglets. SALUTE!

I DO NOT want to stay in a condominium anymore. Never in my lifetime. I swear (unless I have no choice other than have to sleep under the bridge).
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thank you for making me to work on time TODAY.
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{ things that i hate people do in the elevator }

It has been a tired day. I wish I can just get back home as soon as possible and take a good rest. Before all that I wish, I have to prepare myself to go through something or may be nothing first. THE ELEVATOR. No one can imagine what can people do in the elevator. 2 things that I MOST HATE people do in the elevator. Here goes:

FIRST: SMOKING. Can't they just hold on the addiction for a few seconds more to get out of the elevator and puff as much as they like? fine... When I go into the elevator and no one's in it, but smokes are flying nicely there, is what I HATE MOST, because I can stare at NO ONE else. This is even making me crazier + mad + emotional.
SECOND: SPITTING. That is so nasty when there is one patch of saliva on the elevator floor. I don't know that was from what kind of sickness or whatever patient and imagine those micro nano picro bacteria / virus is hopping everywhere all over the elevator. I have to hold my breathe for at least 15 seconds ( *usually I give up at the 6th-8th second* ), so that it reaches 10th floor.

Please kindly be more considerate. okay?
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This is something that I really want to say.
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{ bohemia }

I just found out this was the trend for spring/summer 05', Bohemian fashion. No wonder I have been hearing this name so often :P *abit slow?* Personally, I think bohemia is not really nostalgia, in the sense of it is meant to mix-match on your own way.

We are way too stress in the competitive + complicated world, and we still have to care how people look at us everyday, first thing in the morning? NO WAY. too tiring. We all need to be free out of the rules, what you feel comfortable with and you think that's nice and dress like what we are originally, the one and only personality in the world.

Chic or Freak? Bohemian fahsion says something which I quite agree with. "All we know is that we like this style and that colour. It doesn’t really match but that’s ok. We’re screaming out, so we need to wear very loud clothes. And we’ll wear what we like, whatever the weather."

What do you care now? just be yourself! not someone else or any super star. I think this is why bohemian fashion is doing so popular, it's so free and no rules, artistic and yet could bring out one's character. It's the spirit of it, it's not all about trying to stand at the cutting edge of the trend blindly.
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how do you dress? for guys, may be this is not so being concerned, but girls, only ear rings & shoes could make our mood up and down.
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{ are we like that? }

In these warm weather days, cold drinks are what we need most of the time. Especially when we go to the petrol station and fill up our cars' tank, we wouldn't have forget to fulfill the thirsty us as well.

ARhhhh~~~~ SO coooooooool. These drinks are simply urging you to grab them and quench your thirst.........

No no no.. I am not asking you to choose which one you would want to walk off with. I am wondering. Are you going to open the glass panel first then only choose which you want? OR you will just stand in front of the CLEAR glass refrigerator and "scan" through ( *using your eyes* ) the drinks before you decide, then only open the glass panel and take the one you want? Well, there is no right or wrong, it's fun when I see people do the same thing in different ways.
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we are just unexplained sometimes, aren't we?
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{ Difference between ... }

Sometimes, the difference between male & female is not much difference, don't you think so? no offence, Avril fans or MCR fans, to me, they are like one male version and one female version of having the almost the same face ( only when they smile or sing ). Look, they have their special smile :)


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is this why people say I have been thinking too much? As they don't even look alike at all?
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