happy monday blue

it has been a not so easy monday. it feels like the first time in a very long time i have some time for myself, in a space where i can be with myself and my thoughts.

i spent a day for self-quarantine yesterday.
migrated the 'safari' from my desktop at work back to home.
quite happy with that. my mom was at least.
now with them. i make my room feel home. that sense of belonging.

from left, stationary box, with many of my bookmarks collection in it. medication and all-cream-for-my allergies-box. handphone holder carrot. a nodding smiley and friends, that suppose to say YES to all the trying challenges at work. a set of 3 tins from IKEA, 2 empty, biggest on the right filled with fabric paint and pens for canvas painting. birdcage and stand owned by soak republic, clipped with my favourite recent photos, all the plush toys - the migrated safari from North Point Offices Midvalley City, includes garfield wrist rest, heavy eye lids cat, mascot from FIFA 2002 Japan, Bestever Big foot Pony from Pei Shan, a gift before i left for NZ. Coke contour glass, stuffed with 2 souvenirs from Bali, and an ever-ready brush for me to paint again, underneath is a Corbis coaster(not sure what it is exactly). a rubber duck from Bijou Bazaar, and souvenirs from Bangkok. a jar filled with uncountable hand-folded paper hearts at the back. next to it, a case with all original CDs that i own and collected since high school. wooden puppet and music box from The Puppet Shop, Sydney. and a photo from Tioman, Arachnid company trip last year. a turtle shape photo frame - loosing the other half.


my favourite part of my desk - photos and hopefully more polaroids on their ways. a photo with all my comrades since 16. you guys rocks :)


last but not least. I made way for all the PENDING BOOOOOOKS. too hungry to read everything. New Human Revolution, The Optimist - a gift from Peter, Unlocking the Mysteries of Birth & Death, Kaneko's Story in Chinese, Daily Gosho, The Kite Runner, Lectures on Lotus Sutra 1,2&3 birthday gift from Kim Wei (still remain unwrapped), and another chapter of New Human Revolution.

food for thought
"you are your own life's script writer, director, and actor. people around you, are reacting to the script you wrote."

"stop hurting the people you love the most. once and for all.
and give all your heart to love."

not loosing hope. not loosing faith either