{ a step away to the labour court }

In the begining of this dearly holidays, my case has come to a step away to the labour court. I think this is not the best idea. My dad has been too protective to me, I think I have disappoint him the most. That was my decision for my own. I know he could understand that, may be needed more time to. My dad has reached to the level that he has an extremely huge heart, which he hoped that I will be like him. I am so sorry to say, I really can't do it or I am way too young to let go everything in the world. EVERYTHING means nothing? Even though I understand that, this is something that was not belong to me when I came to this world. I just can't get over with my own will inside me. I am sorry. For this moment, I respect my dad the most. It has never been easy to be my dad for this 21 years, eternally grateful to have this "baba" - how I call my daddy.

Thank you mommy and Michael, who have supported me along the way and have waited out of the labour office room for the whole session. Good Luck to Pei Shan, who still need to carry on with another file.
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Case has not close yet, but this could be a little mini ending of it. Will be continue with the finale soon.
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{ BIGgest heart }

It's a heart that couldn't be fully dipped in the Niagara Fall, too huge, the closest illustration that I could portrait in my mind when I think of to have a big and wide heart. A heart that has too much capacity to accept and ready for any circumstances in life.

I dare not say that I have the biggest heart in the world, I am trying to be, you may say. After 3 days of thoughts and advices collection, I think the money doesn't matter at all, win or lose of the case either. It was a victorious action when I stood for my own rights, at least I have tried my best. If the money doesn't meant to be mine, it doesn't meant to be his as well.

" Who is right, who is wrong, does it matter anymore? ", The Storyteller, I heard from ENCORE. The Law of cause and effect will tell the story, I believe. I have nothing to lose as I am young, I have time and I am sure that I will have the good fortune to enjoy my happiness of living in this beautiful world.
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feeling better, doesn't mean that I've give up.
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{ dramatic monday }

I have been to the labour department, today is the day that I will not forget in my life. I have met someone with the combination of wolf and turtle. This person, cunning like a extremely hungry wolf, makes up all kind of stories in front of everyone. This person, hides himself away from the fact like a little fragile turtle.

This day, I was being directly insulted on my face, plus the most ridiculous part - my signature has being forged on a fake agreement. All and all by this pityful creature, so afraid of he would be suffer from the result of unfair treatment to his employees, therefore he made up everything that is possible to protect himself away from justice punishment.

How could I forget this? I didn't want all these, seriously. I am being emotionally tortured and the words are keep repeating in my head. I need some times to get rid of it definitely. What else could this person do more? All are unpredictable, this is the real world huh? Like I was watching myself in the movie, but so real.

I am not sure what to do is right. To give up or not, so that I could end my karma at this stage. Will this treatment happen to me one day? Afterall, I have to say Thanks to my dearest peers in the labour office who fight together by my side and friends on the phone, I know I couldn't have stood so firmly without you guys there. Promise me that will not leave me alone okay?
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It was a fault in the begining. I shouldn't have been there.
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