{ this is heaven }

Yes this is a wedding arch. It's a very simple contrustruction, yet it gives people unlimited happiness while walking through. It is like knowing you have lived for your life all worthwhile, especially when you are wearing the wedding gown :P I don't know.

Isn't it just a heaven? Of course, it's friday + mommy's birthday!

Do you have your way of heaven in your mind? How does it look like? Stay happy and be grateful with what we have, and we will find the heaven that we have been looking for, is all around us.
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have you tried the Wall's chocolate heaven ice cream?
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{ Good smell }

Nothing is similar from the outlook of an onion and a durian, as you can see. Besides they are rounded in shape. There is only one similarity that I could find from both of them - *stamped* [GUARANTEED bad breath], after consuming either one.

I don't really understand why and how did I become refuse to eat durian, since I liked it so much around 10 years ago. About Onion, personally, I could not take it at all.

I hope there won't be a durian flavour chewing gum or an onion flavour chewing gum. They will definitely, completely defeat the purpose of this great invention.
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this is dedicated to the one who likes to eat lotsa lotsa onion + durian sometimes.
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{ be GREAT }

Thank you for the one who arranged this. A sharing session from Wong Kit Yaw (18 years experience in the dance career). He has shared plenty of experience of being a creative person and being someone that is so passionate for his own interest. He dance. Talk dance, eat dance, sleep dance... I could strongly feel that from him.


It is so true that he said, inspiration does not just come by itself, inspiration has to be observed. According to him, being a creative person can't take lack of inspiration as an excuse for being stuck in execution of a piece of art. When it is lack of inspiration, it caused by lack of sensitivity towards the surrounding. Things are always there, when they are being observed and filtered or processed after an individual's thoughts, here comes all inspiration. He reads and writes always, that makes him creative all the time.

Last but not least, another thing that touched my heart so much was, "When someone is so eagerly to be GREAT of doing something else, will never be." Great or not will defined by people after us. As long as we do things that we so passion for whole-heartedly, it is GREAT enough.
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Think more sometimes, it's kinda good, but not too much like me.
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{ Dress for the angels }

It is not an easy task for me.
I do enjoy and appreciate the progress, because it is my pleasure for being assigned this task. Design a t-shirt for the angels. Angels of peace - Twirling Group, Kiboo Kotekitai.

These angels are meant to bring hope to people with the theme of "As bright as the sun, as pure as the moon".

This is the first version design. I know there is room to improve.
Let me know what you think, my dear angels.
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angels of peace
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{ your smile }

I have lost a bookmark. There were these words printed on it - 你微笑的弧度让我的心情荡秋千 (your smile's "circumference" makes my mood playing on the swing *something like that*).
I found this phrase really cute and meaningful. We all know that a smile from someone really does matter.



Someone that you thought he/she will never forgive you, someone that you thought he/she already forgotten you, someone that you wish to know for long long time ago? We always receive one email about " Don't frown, You won't know that someone would fall in love with your smile ".

When it was those old school days, we were very used to write letters. Eventhough the letter is for the classmate who was seated next to you. At the seal of the letter, we would write " open with smile ". Remember?
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read with smile :)
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{ It is not that disgusting }

Both of us, my younger sister and I think that we are kind of having the "Lesbian" tendency. As we like to see pretty girls all the time, of course, good-looking guys as well. We somehow tend to fall in love with some girls after knowing them better. That could be simply just admire their talent, or attracted to the personality and attitude.


To me, it isn't really really "lesbian". It is another kind of Love expression. Besides that, we do prefer the opposite gender, BUT it is not bisexual either. Everyone likes to see beautiful things, likes to know more about the things they like, nothing's wrong about falling in love with the things that you like.

Some people like the non-living things, unseen objects, such as ? In love with cars. In love with music. In love with the feeling of puffing the coffin nail :) So, why not the same gender ? We at least love living things that with emotion and someone that might love you in return, kittens & puppies for instant.
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I love my sister. I would love her even if she wasn't my sister :P
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{ Fly me to the moon }

"Why is the moon keep following us? " I remember that I asked my parents a question like that when I was very young, in the car, on the way home at night. Sometimes on my right side, sometimes at the back.

Now, I'd realized that there is actually a meaning behind this fact. Moon is a friend indeed.


She hides sometimes, but always there. When we look upon the sky, everyone is looking at the same moon - You are not alone. That's why when people overseas who miss their home so much, they look upon the sky naturally. Those romantic couples, they "swear by the moon & stars in the sky". Moon & stars seem like icons for eternity, here comes to "Friends Forever" & "Forever Love".
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this full moon night. May be I will name my daugther "moon" in the future. So that, she will be everyone's good friend.
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{ Magic of characters }

This is so cooooool...
only chinese characters & punctuation mark & special characters.
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Happy mid-autumn, without lighting a single candle or lantern, to prevent producing heavier HAZE
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{ The 49 & 994 }

Top ( Ladder 49 )
Bottom ( Jabatan Bomba dan Penyelamat Malaysia )

Today, I passed by a fire brigade station around KL, then I thought of one of my favourite movies - Ladder 49. I am not sure whether is that a coincidence. Our Jabatan Bomba dan Penyelamat's number has the "4" & "9" as well :P

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The REAL heros are unseen. May be we have been watching too much movies ? cheers :)
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{ Most Pointless Celebrities }

I didn't know that a Prime Minister belongs to the "celebrities category". According to a survey in United Kingdom, Tony Blair is one of The 10 Most Pointless Celebrities in London. huh?? Top 1 was Victoria Beckham. Top 2 was David Beckham. okay.... hmm...

BUT after I have checked the "Celebrity" word out. Celebrity - a famous person, a widely known person. Ohh!~~ okay.. but still why pointeless? so charm..*because he is also a Taurean* :P it is not easy to be a Prime Minister right? Not everyone can easily be a Prime Minister for a country right? Moreover, it's United Kingdom. anyway.. i don't know much about politics.

Have a nice day :)
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hmm??? *scratch head*
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{ Heart Attack }

I think my heart got some problems. Somtimes, it suddenly beating unusually fast, for no reasons, as I am just sitting down after dinner and doing some poster color painting for my sister. I am not sure that is normal or abnormal to you, I am abit worry. May be I should really need to arrange a timetable for working out. What else can I do ? hmmm...

May be I should get some omega - 3 ( Fish oil is a great source of omega - 3 fatty acids, which can help reduce the risk of heart disease and cancer, decrease inflammation, enhance mood, and encourage overall long-term health - DrWeil.com). According to the newsletter I got, it says : "People with autoimmune or inflammatory disorders, heart disease, diabetes, mental or emotional disorders *friends, yah.. you know that is saying me* , or insulin resistance may want to take supplements in addition to consuming fatty fish such as wild Alaskan salmon, sardines, and halibut." :/

Till now, I think I am abit afraid of dying. Too much things that I always want to do and I haven't do most of them yet. I don't want to die so young leh~
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So donate some Alaskan Salmon *only* to me, because I am a Salmon Monster. Thank You in advance.
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http://www.dstrict.com/z107/index.html This is so cool to me that I might get heart attack!
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{ The Mona Lisa's eyes }

My friend who is still enjoying herself in Paris told me something about The Mona Lisa ( Portrait of Lisa Gherardini, wife of Francesco del Giocondo ) yesterday. She went to the Louvre Museum, Paris. She said that when she was standing in any angle in front of the potrait, seems like The Mona Lisa's eyes are looking at wherever she turns.

Is that true? Go and have a look in the Louvre Museum ya..
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Come home peggy.
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{ feel sick... }

Haze has never gone, when human take things for granted. Human - never learnt their lessons... Every morning, I wake up from the bed, I am so afraid of looking out from the window, as there might be a tragedy floating in the sky - HAZE.


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When will it ends? - i am asking human being out there. Whenever i see something burning, smokes from some places i pass by everyday, i am so helpless, only praying in my heart that " please stop the burning action ".
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{ this is what we call CREATIVE }

One said this before : " Limitation is the soil where creativity grows ". Agree? We are being limited with what we have, we are not afford to use the earth source as much as we like. Look at how people put efforts on reuse, reduce & recycle. What do we do everyday for this ? That we should put our hands together to work out for our beloved Earth.

"Bamboo baskets used to pack onions were piling up like a small hill in front of the supermarket next to New Art Studio in Sungai Buloh.
Watching the rubbish mount, artist Soh Mok Tan felt the obligation to do something about it and decided to use the baskets in his art classes... " ( The Star )
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Come on people. Do something. Limitation is not an excuse for not being creative.
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{ tiffany is a piece of shit }

today, tiffany is a piece of shit, but Grey asked me to change to "tiffany is a piece of queen". So how does it look like when a queen is in pieces? SHIT! - this is what i am being scolded when i did some mistakes. In the middle of the night.


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{ it's FRIDAY }

friday. I have waited this day for so long, but it just passed so so so so so fast....Omg.. I can't believe its ending. I wanna enjoy my friday man. By the way, I am going to shift back to Sri Petaling soon!! Can't wait for it. 2nd of october is the day. I know when I am back to my real Home, I will be alive again.


Friends out there, remember to pay me a visit when I am back to Sri Petaling okay? You all are always most welcome.

To remember yesterday, I have met 2 COOL aunties, my dad was so happy that 4 of his creations were being praised & praised & praised by them all night long. Yeah, I know my parents are always proud of us. After all, it was a great dinner, had all the good services in the VIP room, such as, kept on changing the plates from one different dish to another one. Hmm.. i think i might be meeting them later before they get back to Beijing by tomorrow morning.
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Yeah, of course, my dad was excited and promised to bring us to Beijing, before the Olympic 2008. I do not dare to hope this time is serious one, so that i won't get disappointment in the end ;)
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{ Layan me lah woooei... }

Last night, i couldn't get to sleep, then i started miscall-ing people, rupa-rupanya, people actually don't layan me. I know..i know.. it was 3 o'clock in the morning, but what if there was something urgent ?~! aih..no one wants to layan me..................................................
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so charm~~~ *sniff*
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{ What can keep you in good mood? }

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I can't deny that only music can be able to do that. Regardless on what kind of genre you prefer, it DOES keep people in good mood, as in a calm mind, and make everyday a good day. When come to this, I wish i could be a musician. How wonderful that this world has a thing called music, how lucky am I that to be able to listen those nice nice nice music.
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0926p.m. - I am trying very very hard everyday, i know, but to someone, I still might be not good enough. I guess this is what make each individual different from one another. At this moment, i think only time is the best medicine for all misunderstanding.
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hmmm....allalalala
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{ speechless }

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I don't understand, why is this always happen to me. I don't mean to be negative here, but I am really really, tired of being MYSELF. Everything I do seems to be a Fault, wrong, not right, unnecessary. I told myself that I must do my best everyday, I told myself to be good everyday. I am not sure whether I failed to do so or I haven't try hard enough or it's just simply failed. I have been disappointing myself too much, i can hardly stand this kind of feelings anymore. I wish to run away, far far away for a moment, but obviously i can't do that.
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I am tired. just leave me alone
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{ 3 days holidays with 4 types of medicines }

My mom said i was too exhausted. I had a 3 days straight holidays. Sleeping at home all day long. I've never been such a good patient before, perhaps I was really burned out.

My working place was all black out this morning, so I had been a good girl by reading The Buddha in Daily Life. There is a phrase that I'd like to share with the friends who cares to read this, here it goes : " When I die it will be a celebration of how precious my life is. " - Stewart Anderson - one of the longest-surviving AIDS patient in UK.

To me this is another perspective on how people look into the Life & Death issue.
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I know life is precious. I will take good care of myself from now onwards.

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{ LIFE is as fragile as a piece of chalk }

Around 1140p.m. yesterday night, i got a call from Wai Yip( Wai Yip - met this 10 years long lost friend 3 months back ). To me, it was such an unusual call, at that time, he wouldn't have ask me out for yumcha session. Before he could say anything to me, I asked " what's the matter? ". He told me to not to go anywhere tonight, as we are going to Hong Leong's house ( Hong Leong - back from england for his summer holidays ). I asked " why??? " ( Suddenly one, saying to myself, cuz to Hong Leong, I might be just a stranger in his life, i never talked to him since i know him until 2 weeks ago, as he never knew me, xin ying - this person ever existed in his primary school life ). The voice from Wai Yip was calm and saying " He just passed away ". I warned him to not make joke with this kind of thing. He told me for a few times, telling me that is REAL one, it's a Truth. "What had happened to him? " I asked. Wai Yip only replied that he doesn't know about it.

He made me realize that Life is SO SHORT, and we can't afford to do anything regret in our life. Live life meaningful is the only wealth we will have in the end. As we came in naked, we will leave in naked as well.
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After a moment, i thought that, what had happened to him, did not seems to be important anymore. I don't know this guy well, I just know that he is a good person. But, why? Why would he come back for his holidays. Why is human being so fragile, as a piece of chalk, when the surface look so tough n stable, but once it drops, it breaks. WE will never know when is "your turn". Any second from now...
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0715 p.m - I am preparing off from work, but Boss obviously not so happy with it, although he knows the reason behind. What should i do ? I am sick and i dare not tell. This life is so tiring. I want a holiday.