{ it's mine II }

Two super mini TWIX, like my thumb size, just reached on time all the way from Singapore, when I am still having abit of holiday mood. Why holiday mood, holidays for christmas, a period when I can't live without chocolate, because holidays is happy, happy is chocolate.



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{ it's mine I }

Never thought of this could happen to me. I got an unexpected gift for myself on this christmas day. This poor foot, got one twist on the ankle when I was 12. A tyre of Perdana, an exclusive local car rolled over on the same part underneath this bandage 4 years ago. I sprained my foot awfully right before I was preparing for being up on the stage, made me got to shout our motto squatting down where my all the hands of my sisters are on top of my head, I couldn't make myself stand up at that moment, very unforgetable. No worries, it didn't put out the drive in me to present my gratitude to my family and friends who were waiting in the audience seats.

Wish my own right foot all the best in life, be strong, happy and healthy always.
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{ 10 days to go }

2006 is shouting. We are about to leave this time flying year. It's SUPER fast for me, because there were too many things happened throughout this year. too many too many.







Time for us to flash back with what we have done in the past 355 days. I've planned to write a victory report, but somehow I just feel I am not there yet. This year has been giving me too much experiences, very rich in the sum of experiences, but not that much of victorious moments. Nevertheless, they were all meaningful and memorable. I will complete my victory report in 2006. Hereby, I cross my fingers ;) cheers.
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12212005. who would like to join me for writing a victory report?
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{ tiffany's early friday }

I just knew why did I have a special feelings towards friday.
Number 5 is my favorite number after 15, may be it is because
I was born in the fifth month of a year, friday is the fifth day
of a week. Anyway, everyone likes friday.

Another reason, the origin of the names of days in a week are connected to seven planets in the ancient time, I was so surprise
that friday was connected to venus. Venus is the star that protect taurus :)
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the earliest christmas celebration.
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{ all we have for christmas }

The earth is celebrating this day. Coal burning, moving water to the energy generators for lights, other than lights, lights as well for christmas decoration. What do we have for christmas in malaysia that is just next to the equator?
Falling snow, snow man, chimney, santa claus, carol, turkey, sleigh, chocolates from neighbours? a white christmas in the area that experience quickest rates of sunrise and sunset in the world? snow that won't melt, because they are cotton ball, snow man that made by styrofoam, factories chimneys with poisonous chemical effects smokes.

It's holiday. It's a worldwide celebration, some people celebrate becuase the nations are celebrating. Including me may be. People told us that we have been celebrating all these big days are for the typical annual largest economics stimulus. It's true, but we are happy and it's almost the only best reason plus best timing for us to play with the seldom-contact or busy-working friends.

All we have for christmas is the never ending sunshine and rain, man made shinny neon lights, blinking fairy lights, tinsel balls, candy cane, stockings, alcohol, fast and loud music, presents that we wished for or didn't wish for, old friends and new friends, and what else? night life, parties and clubbing sessions all over the place. It's a tropicana fruit punch christmas here.
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merry christmas, however it is, please don't drunk driving.
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{ our panggung }

104 years old opera house in Kuala Lumpur. So happened I had a chance to get myself back to this most historical and precious place. The Merdeka Square. It was 2 years ago that I have been here for 7 TEN - total of seven plays with duration of 10 minutes of each play. About a month before the tragedy happened, it was my first time and last chance to get into The Actor Studio box/theatre. Remember the painful outpouring rain?

Back to the Panggung Bandaraya. This place flooded with people who has unbreakable passion towards performing arts yet it is cozy and tiny. I was quite excited, keep on snaping pictures. I think this is the visually smallest opera house that I have ever visited. In fact, it could absorb 327 audiences. Take a not-so-good look here, I am sorry that I have to torture the eyes abit, as the images were taken with camera phone.
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welcome
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{ why happy meal ? }

Someone feel truly happy when they got back what they have missed and ignore how expensive is the cost, or feel so grateful to have a meal. Some people still complain about their life when they have too much money to spend. HAppy can be so simple at the same time it is so hard to get a true happiness from the bottom of heart, yet it can be lost easily.

Do you know why we need to be happy? What is happy? Why do we need to pretend to be happy when we are actually not happy? Why we could feel so bad when we can have a happy day but in the end of the day, some little problems sudden happened then cause us drop into hell. Sad, worried, pessimistic, disappointed, hopeless.
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what am i without happy?
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{ putrajaya the great }

This fascinating architecture made me feel hope and bright future and proud to be malaysian again. Such a freshy and lively morning to be in the Putrajaya, in order to renew my international passport.
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when man works with lines
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Surprisingly, Imigration Office in the great putrajaya doesn't offer this service. Who would expect such a huge place with all brand new organised offices TIDAK do a simple thing like that ? 17km all the way to there, another 17km back to the town for getting to know the Imigration Department of Malaysia Head Quarter doesn't do international passport renewal.
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what a day
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{ seducing sky }

The sky is simply irresistable. Especially when I am driving on sundays, I can't stop switching focus all over the place in the sky. When there are lots of clouds in the sky, different type of clouds, tell different stories, different characters, anything that we can imagine is all in the sky. Sometimes it's fun when I see some clouds don't want to friend with other clouds.

It's ! dangerous ! I know. Same to those guys who can't take eyes off from sexy girls walking along the sidewalk, at corner of the drive way, pretty girls billboard from 5km away, tv commercials with gorgeous girls at the junction, cute girls waiting to cross the road next to the traffic lights.
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poor little rabbit with no ears. no one wants to play with him.
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{ abuse attitude }

The word "attitude" is being too frequently used in our daily life.

The biggest problem of this word is how many people know about attitude. Attitude problem is a very big issue, there is no defination for attitude problem I believe. Who is going to judge who has no attitude problem at all? Who is willing to be judged? Everyone will never can be everyone's cup of tea.

Everyone has got attitude in a way. So, who are they, who has attitude problem? What's wrong with the problem, when some problems don't seemed to be some other people's problem? got it ? no ? Look, a peacock, when he spread his most notable extravagant tail, you will see him arrogant or beautiful? While it is indeed displaying a part of courtship and result of sexual selection. I do confuse about attitude. Not that I want to make things complicated, are humans just a great dilemma?
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got attitude? tell me.
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