{ it's mine II }

Two super mini TWIX, like my thumb size, just reached on time all the way from Singapore, when I am still having abit of holiday mood. Why holiday mood, holidays for christmas, a period when I can't live without chocolate, because holidays is happy, happy is chocolate.



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{ it's mine I }

Never thought of this could happen to me. I got an unexpected gift for myself on this christmas day. This poor foot, got one twist on the ankle when I was 12. A tyre of Perdana, an exclusive local car rolled over on the same part underneath this bandage 4 years ago. I sprained my foot awfully right before I was preparing for being up on the stage, made me got to shout our motto squatting down where my all the hands of my sisters are on top of my head, I couldn't make myself stand up at that moment, very unforgetable. No worries, it didn't put out the drive in me to present my gratitude to my family and friends who were waiting in the audience seats.

Wish my own right foot all the best in life, be strong, happy and healthy always.
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{ 10 days to go }

2006 is shouting. We are about to leave this time flying year. It's SUPER fast for me, because there were too many things happened throughout this year. too many too many.







Time for us to flash back with what we have done in the past 355 days. I've planned to write a victory report, but somehow I just feel I am not there yet. This year has been giving me too much experiences, very rich in the sum of experiences, but not that much of victorious moments. Nevertheless, they were all meaningful and memorable. I will complete my victory report in 2006. Hereby, I cross my fingers ;) cheers.
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12212005. who would like to join me for writing a victory report?
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{ tiffany's early friday }

I just knew why did I have a special feelings towards friday.
Number 5 is my favorite number after 15, may be it is because
I was born in the fifth month of a year, friday is the fifth day
of a week. Anyway, everyone likes friday.

Another reason, the origin of the names of days in a week are connected to seven planets in the ancient time, I was so surprise
that friday was connected to venus. Venus is the star that protect taurus :)
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the earliest christmas celebration.
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{ all we have for christmas }

The earth is celebrating this day. Coal burning, moving water to the energy generators for lights, other than lights, lights as well for christmas decoration. What do we have for christmas in malaysia that is just next to the equator?
Falling snow, snow man, chimney, santa claus, carol, turkey, sleigh, chocolates from neighbours? a white christmas in the area that experience quickest rates of sunrise and sunset in the world? snow that won't melt, because they are cotton ball, snow man that made by styrofoam, factories chimneys with poisonous chemical effects smokes.

It's holiday. It's a worldwide celebration, some people celebrate becuase the nations are celebrating. Including me may be. People told us that we have been celebrating all these big days are for the typical annual largest economics stimulus. It's true, but we are happy and it's almost the only best reason plus best timing for us to play with the seldom-contact or busy-working friends.

All we have for christmas is the never ending sunshine and rain, man made shinny neon lights, blinking fairy lights, tinsel balls, candy cane, stockings, alcohol, fast and loud music, presents that we wished for or didn't wish for, old friends and new friends, and what else? night life, parties and clubbing sessions all over the place. It's a tropicana fruit punch christmas here.
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merry christmas, however it is, please don't drunk driving.
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{ our panggung }

104 years old opera house in Kuala Lumpur. So happened I had a chance to get myself back to this most historical and precious place. The Merdeka Square. It was 2 years ago that I have been here for 7 TEN - total of seven plays with duration of 10 minutes of each play. About a month before the tragedy happened, it was my first time and last chance to get into The Actor Studio box/theatre. Remember the painful outpouring rain?

Back to the Panggung Bandaraya. This place flooded with people who has unbreakable passion towards performing arts yet it is cozy and tiny. I was quite excited, keep on snaping pictures. I think this is the visually smallest opera house that I have ever visited. In fact, it could absorb 327 audiences. Take a not-so-good look here, I am sorry that I have to torture the eyes abit, as the images were taken with camera phone.
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welcome
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{ why happy meal ? }

Someone feel truly happy when they got back what they have missed and ignore how expensive is the cost, or feel so grateful to have a meal. Some people still complain about their life when they have too much money to spend. HAppy can be so simple at the same time it is so hard to get a true happiness from the bottom of heart, yet it can be lost easily.

Do you know why we need to be happy? What is happy? Why do we need to pretend to be happy when we are actually not happy? Why we could feel so bad when we can have a happy day but in the end of the day, some little problems sudden happened then cause us drop into hell. Sad, worried, pessimistic, disappointed, hopeless.
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what am i without happy?
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{ putrajaya the great }

This fascinating architecture made me feel hope and bright future and proud to be malaysian again. Such a freshy and lively morning to be in the Putrajaya, in order to renew my international passport.
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when man works with lines
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Surprisingly, Imigration Office in the great putrajaya doesn't offer this service. Who would expect such a huge place with all brand new organised offices TIDAK do a simple thing like that ? 17km all the way to there, another 17km back to the town for getting to know the Imigration Department of Malaysia Head Quarter doesn't do international passport renewal.
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what a day
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{ seducing sky }

The sky is simply irresistable. Especially when I am driving on sundays, I can't stop switching focus all over the place in the sky. When there are lots of clouds in the sky, different type of clouds, tell different stories, different characters, anything that we can imagine is all in the sky. Sometimes it's fun when I see some clouds don't want to friend with other clouds.

It's ! dangerous ! I know. Same to those guys who can't take eyes off from sexy girls walking along the sidewalk, at corner of the drive way, pretty girls billboard from 5km away, tv commercials with gorgeous girls at the junction, cute girls waiting to cross the road next to the traffic lights.
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poor little rabbit with no ears. no one wants to play with him.
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{ abuse attitude }

The word "attitude" is being too frequently used in our daily life.

The biggest problem of this word is how many people know about attitude. Attitude problem is a very big issue, there is no defination for attitude problem I believe. Who is going to judge who has no attitude problem at all? Who is willing to be judged? Everyone will never can be everyone's cup of tea.

Everyone has got attitude in a way. So, who are they, who has attitude problem? What's wrong with the problem, when some problems don't seemed to be some other people's problem? got it ? no ? Look, a peacock, when he spread his most notable extravagant tail, you will see him arrogant or beautiful? While it is indeed displaying a part of courtship and result of sexual selection. I do confuse about attitude. Not that I want to make things complicated, are humans just a great dilemma?
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got attitude? tell me.
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{ work is good for you }

This world is like this. When you are willing to contribute your life, its life, people. ya! your life that was given by your mom and dad. Again, If you are willing to contribute your precious life to your employer, you are a perfect employee. You have to be damn agree with this statement. It is a fact, a fact that should be stated in the encyclopedia.

How to be a perfect employee ?
01. work as if you have no home.
02. work over time as if there is no tomorrow.
03. work over working hour as if you have no life.
04. work as if there is no washroom available.
05. work as if you have no pride, be obedient and bow to everyone.
06. work like a cute little slave donkey, just shut up and do it.
07. work and be forever grateful that you have a just-enough wage.
08. work as if there is no world out of the office.
09. work as if you don't deserve a holiday or an unpaid leave.
10. work as if you don't have your lunch hour.
11. work and keep on working and never step into the pantry.
12. work as if your health is like shit for your life.
13. work like buy one free one million for your employer.
14. work and expect to get unfair treatment.
15. work, but don't ever hope for appreciation or compliment.
16. work out of your job scope as if you are over starved and get mad        at the "all you can eat" buffet.
17. work like a desperate bee, desperate and can't wait for more and
       more and more in-coming jobs.
18. work earlier than the fixed working hour as if your eyes will
       never needed to close for rest.
19. work and keep your head down, because the walls not only have
       ears, eyes as well. Don't be shock, they have mouth too.
20. work without too happy mood or too sad mood, you will never
       know the walls hate either one.
21. work and make sure you will not fall sick, else your performance
       will be under the employer's border of expectation.
22. work, at the same time, mind every breathe you take, every
       move you make, as they might cause you sentence of death.
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conditions are subject to change from time to time
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{ my back and me }

I hurt my Lumbar spine area(lower back) — which have a great deal of motion and flexibility. I've got a patch of blue black and pain at one part that is abit "misplaced", compare to other verterbraes should be placed. I have knocked the outward vertebrae when I was rolling on floor with my back. It might be the force that wasn't well-balanced.

It was indeed getting painful when the muscle & the vein that run across the spine was being pressed. The anxiety that trembled me and I thought it could leave me to paralysed. I can't sit in front of the computer and click on the mouse and I can't even dance no more! I am not a professional dancer though, but I feel happy that at least I can still move myself around freely. I will lie on the bed all day long, I can't go travel and I am just 21! Mentioned was pictures that flashed through my mind, when I was doing the cool-down exercise during the end of practise and got hurt even more severely. I can't help my tears stop shedding, holding the disorder part and laying on the floor dreadfully for 3 minutes, so scared.

Checked out with this,
" Disorders are common ( *love this* ) in the lumbar spine and at the top of the sacral region, as this area supports most of the body’s weight which creates stress on the structures in this area. The combination of these two sections of the lower back is often referred to as the “lumbosacral region”.
People with back problems that get better within a few weeks usually have a strained muscle (a pulled muscle) -*may be huh?* or other soft tissue damage. However, many back problems that don’t get better within a few months are caused by some type of problem with a spinal disc or nerve. " Thanks to spine-health.com

I have put down big portion of the huge rock which has laid in my heart for few days.
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pheeeeeuuww~~
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{ lovely lazy morning }

Life is so beautiful when I am having my favorite chocolate bread, rainy weather outside, in the office though.

It is all fine, because I have iTunes, the best juke box to me, turning the equalizer setting to jazz mode with my beloved selection of sluggish smooth jazz (*must be harmonized with saxophone*) in the playlist.

I think I have all elements for world peace in this morning, and I feel the earth is spinning at my very own pace. If there is a cup of classic irish coffee will make perfect.



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gooooooooooood morning :)
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{ save the last cat }

WANTED! A very special street cat, has a tail like a broom.

Kind-hearted, polite and responsible than any other cats, named Bubble. He knows how bad you feel when you look into his eyes, and he will try his best to cheer you up. The last time I saw him was exactly 6 months ago. May 14. I will not forget the last moment that captured in my mind.

What I wanted was all good for him. I never thought of I would have lost him in my life. Not just mine, my family and my sister especially. Perhaps this is the best ending for our story, better than facing him to death or suffering experience, like how his sibling did to us. You know how painful it feels when your best friend, who is ever loyal to you, regardless your personal gain or status, had brought you unlimited happiness, then left you quietly without saying a single last word.

I always hope I could meet him back on streets where ever I go.
There is a possibility. I do hope, even imagined and dreamt of that.
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miss him always
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{ nothing ever bad }

70 years Pocket Penguin, MARIAN KEYES "Nothing bad ever happens in Tiffany's".
I bought it about 2 months ago. Obviously, you know why did I bought it, and it was under a quite bizzare situation, that is when I was hanging out and I suddenly felt "I must buy something today, a book!". Then, I got in Kinokuniya and pondered over which book is "crunchy" for me, like snacks, a little but taste the excitement shortly then end. When I was busy flipping through all the books on the Pocket Penguin rack, this book appeared right under my nose, and you know I am buying it.

For a moment, I thought it was teasing me. In the book, it describes how panic Tiffany can be, and she's just love chocolate. First story in the book, in short, she found that her passport has gone, 3 days before the flight to her christmas holidays, torn her room apart, attacked the entire flat. It was not found and like ants in the boiling water. see? It's me. Here comes the second story, she investigates jetlag cures from natural heal to chemical solutions, in the end, guess what? told to select an over-priced, super-sized M&M and eat to sleep. me again. you too?
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shit happens sometimes, not all bad, you'll see
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{ which one ? }

Is that a batik motif? The one at the bottom with tjanting (*works like a pen but uses hot wax instead of ink*) rolling on the floral border or the vector illustration above? This question annoyed me a bit, when the client claimed that the motif above is a batik motif, which I found that is actually a scroll ornament or alike victorian style swirls & curls.
western or eastern?
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one wonderful world we are in, so.
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{ Avian Flu }

"People must have a correct perspective of avian flu – it is a disease transmitted by chickens or other poultry. " The Star. People must be crazy with Chicken Little, everyone is heading to sit in the cinema and watch how panic is the world in the movie while the poor eye sight chicken is saving the world, and ignore the vexedly bird flu matter.

All cinemas in KL has ran out of online booking and telephone booking tickets for wednesday evening shows, in the early tuesday. Don't you think that is just an absolute flu of chicken little?
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I am definitely going to sit in the cinema for it :P
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{ too much to write }

My life has been quite packed with all kinds of activities. From daily routine to adopting a new pet, from normal practise to edit songs for performance, a normal little ant in the group to be involved in the performance costume brainstorm... I have too many things to write about. I am planning to write backward of my life. The whole last week.

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back to the future, hold on please.
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{ morning started with Moulin Rouge }

I've got a job brief with Moulin Rouge: A Splendid Book That Charts the Journey of Baz Luhrmann's Motion Picture , mainly a photography compilation of the movie making, as a reference for the up coming design. Third feature in "Red Curtain" style trilogy by Baz, after Strictly Ballroom and Romeo + Juliet.


One thing that is really confused me at the first sight on this book was the words on the back cover - "A Bohemian Storm is Brewing". Plus, "We share the naive Boho's belief in Truth, Freedom, Beauty and Love." It's Bohemian again.

" The term Bohemian, as it refers to lifestyle, seems to have begun in France with the term La Boheme. It started as a way of describing bands of carefree 'gypsys' that came from Romania; possibly originating in India. As they traveled through Bohemia (now the Czech Republic), the reigning royalty gave them letters of safe passage. These letters indicated that the Bohemian royalty condoned their practices and lifestyle, which afforded them a sense of prestige in western Europe at the time. " - NewBohemian.com

This movie seems truly attractive to me. From this book, I saw " Hollywood goes Bollywood ", Satine (Nicole Kidman) in the garden: A set which took 6 months to build, stood for only 3 days of filming and was demolished within 24 hours, necklace around Satine's neck which explodes into a trillion spots of lights, a contortionist played as a snake, 480 hours of dance rehearsals, over 750 crew, and a donkey!
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I have not watch these movies yet, never too late, right?
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{ a step away to the labour court }

In the begining of this dearly holidays, my case has come to a step away to the labour court. I think this is not the best idea. My dad has been too protective to me, I think I have disappoint him the most. That was my decision for my own. I know he could understand that, may be needed more time to. My dad has reached to the level that he has an extremely huge heart, which he hoped that I will be like him. I am so sorry to say, I really can't do it or I am way too young to let go everything in the world. EVERYTHING means nothing? Even though I understand that, this is something that was not belong to me when I came to this world. I just can't get over with my own will inside me. I am sorry. For this moment, I respect my dad the most. It has never been easy to be my dad for this 21 years, eternally grateful to have this "baba" - how I call my daddy.

Thank you mommy and Michael, who have supported me along the way and have waited out of the labour office room for the whole session. Good Luck to Pei Shan, who still need to carry on with another file.
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Case has not close yet, but this could be a little mini ending of it. Will be continue with the finale soon.
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{ almost holiday mood + nose dropped }

I am going to have 1 whole week of holidays for DeepaRaya. I am not sure whether I have to be ashame with I have been hanging around in the office, taking pictures of the office cat (real cat of course), waiting to punch the card at 7pm sharp then go home.

Guess what I have been doing these 3 days? First of all, Blog, then play with Adobe Photoshop, Minesweeper, Solitaire, FreeCells, hold on, there are more meaningful ones. I have been to websites, like, Dictionary.com and Thesaurus.com to check out some words, read through some beneficial blogs, listened to some good songs, and flip through the 1,000 Greetings (heaven knows how many times), a book for creative correspondence designed for all occasions, such as invitations, announcements, greetings and self-promotion. Oh yeah, I have been to Corbis.com and simply type some nonsense and see what pictures will it comes out, it's quite fun when I see some pictures that I didn't expect it to be there. Try it.

Okay, some people might have question, how could I be so FREE? It is because, my boss is having his trip in Hong Kong, and I didn't get any order of doing any project. In addition, this season has the LEAST events planning (according to my boss). I am working in a stage production company, production for backdrops, stages, booths, etc.

Today, I have filled up half of the office dust bin with wet and crumpled facial tissue paper. My nose is about to come off from my face, I have been sneezing and blowing nose since 8am, and now is 3:30pm. It just non-stop. stop it~!! As I have been blowing my nose too much, I found that my ears are getting stucked with the pressure in and out. I thought I was nearly deaf.
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shame on me? aaaahchoo~~
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{ fish from the sky }

This morning I smelt something weird with the laundry area in my condo, truly yucky smell. Surprisingly, there was a half-way-fried fish laying outside at the edge of our laundry area window. Never thought of the neighbour from upper level could have fry their fish until fly their fish out of the kitchen. :P *amazing*

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fishy morning :)
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{ this is not FARNY AT ALL }

Sometimes I just can't stand people call me STEPHANIE or Tiffeany or TiffARNY or the worst one, I've being called TEaEFANY for almost everyday! Please please please call me Tiffany. Thanks so much. Thanks a bunch. Thanks a thousand. Thanks a million. Thanks a billion. Thanks a zillion and last but not least, Thanks a Giga-Zillion Tons.
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call me tiffany
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{ its a holiWORKINGday }

It should be Selangor state holiday. My dearest Boss said we need to back to work, plus he didn't even notice that it's a holiday.

Someone discovered that, Asian thinks they need a holiday in order to produce efficient work. After a break, people are expected to work even harder with better performance, while Western works for holidays. All hardworks are just for the most desirable moment throughout the year, the HOLIDAYS. Regardless the work has done or not.

I found it quite true. It was the culture background affected this scenario. Application for leaves has become a dishonor attidude in working performance. Hard working is always known as the Asian's proud-to-be virtue, working too hard might be another story.

Sometimes, rest is not necessary to make us reach a longer distance journey. Vice versa, we go for the further journey to reach for more "rest stops" - probablities to take a look around the beautiful scenery.
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Perhaps we have been too used to the flattering compliment and forgot about enjoying life & when is the PERFECT happy moment most of the time? Nevertheless, Play HARD, Work HARD.
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{ BIGgest heart }

It's a heart that couldn't be fully dipped in the Niagara Fall, too huge, the closest illustration that I could portrait in my mind when I think of to have a big and wide heart. A heart that has too much capacity to accept and ready for any circumstances in life.

I dare not say that I have the biggest heart in the world, I am trying to be, you may say. After 3 days of thoughts and advices collection, I think the money doesn't matter at all, win or lose of the case either. It was a victorious action when I stood for my own rights, at least I have tried my best. If the money doesn't meant to be mine, it doesn't meant to be his as well.

" Who is right, who is wrong, does it matter anymore? ", The Storyteller, I heard from ENCORE. The Law of cause and effect will tell the story, I believe. I have nothing to lose as I am young, I have time and I am sure that I will have the good fortune to enjoy my happiness of living in this beautiful world.
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feeling better, doesn't mean that I've give up.
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{ dramatic monday }

I have been to the labour department, today is the day that I will not forget in my life. I have met someone with the combination of wolf and turtle. This person, cunning like a extremely hungry wolf, makes up all kind of stories in front of everyone. This person, hides himself away from the fact like a little fragile turtle.

This day, I was being directly insulted on my face, plus the most ridiculous part - my signature has being forged on a fake agreement. All and all by this pityful creature, so afraid of he would be suffer from the result of unfair treatment to his employees, therefore he made up everything that is possible to protect himself away from justice punishment.

How could I forget this? I didn't want all these, seriously. I am being emotionally tortured and the words are keep repeating in my head. I need some times to get rid of it definitely. What else could this person do more? All are unpredictable, this is the real world huh? Like I was watching myself in the movie, but so real.

I am not sure what to do is right. To give up or not, so that I could end my karma at this stage. Will this treatment happen to me one day? Afterall, I have to say Thanks to my dearest peers in the labour office who fight together by my side and friends on the phone, I know I couldn't have stood so firmly without you guys there. Promise me that will not leave me alone okay?
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It was a fault in the begining. I shouldn't have been there.
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{ Buatan Malaysia }

Where were we? I didn't know there is such a treasure hidden so close to me. Thank you ENCORE (An Evening of Songs from the Malaysian Musical Theatre), presented by Five Arts Centre.
A unique celebration of the music and talents of home-grown composers who have contributed to the Malaysian musical theatre in the past 15 years, a great "Buatan Malaysia" has brought me to here - KLPac, Kuala Lumpur Performing Arts Centre.

ENCORE will be one of the most unforgetable musical theatre to me. As to those who has attended, know it very well, creative and entertaining.

Thank you to my performing art productions/shows kaki, Grey, who recomended ENCORE to me and Peishan + her lovely digital camera.
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proud to be malaysian
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{ obviously i'm bored }

SO BORED! for the last 6 hours, we have no internet connection in the office and I was super sleepy. Therefore, I have decided to use this internet "The page cannot be displayed" screenshot and put in all BORING types in it. There goes I had fun at the most boring time in my life. Sometimes I just wonder how do I live without internet :P Doesn't mean I will die, just may be we are being too pampered by this invention, in a way, we are too rely on the mass information from internet?
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{ 3 hearts 2 wishes }

Everything is in my head. here and there. east and west. where? why? what? HOW? I don't know. I have too much information and opinion. Is this the right time that I need to stay away from everything and just go on with my own way? Just decide from my own instinct?

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what a mess
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{ DRILL my sweet dream }

This is a beautiful tuesday morning. The weather is just nice to bury myself in the bed. I thought I was the most happiness person in the world, most beautiful princess.

8:21 am sharp, this drill bits started it's job, the person who hold this machine started to do his job. OMG !!! I just got my sleep 5 hours ago. I've tried very hard, tried my best, tried to love the drilling sound and imagine it as if a sweet lullaby, but it just simply can't work. I dont understand how could my 2 lovely sisters sleep like little cute piglets. SALUTE!

I DO NOT want to stay in a condominium anymore. Never in my lifetime. I swear (unless I have no choice other than have to sleep under the bridge).
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thank you for making me to work on time TODAY.
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{ things that i hate people do in the elevator }

It has been a tired day. I wish I can just get back home as soon as possible and take a good rest. Before all that I wish, I have to prepare myself to go through something or may be nothing first. THE ELEVATOR. No one can imagine what can people do in the elevator. 2 things that I MOST HATE people do in the elevator. Here goes:

FIRST: SMOKING. Can't they just hold on the addiction for a few seconds more to get out of the elevator and puff as much as they like? fine... When I go into the elevator and no one's in it, but smokes are flying nicely there, is what I HATE MOST, because I can stare at NO ONE else. This is even making me crazier + mad + emotional.
SECOND: SPITTING. That is so nasty when there is one patch of saliva on the elevator floor. I don't know that was from what kind of sickness or whatever patient and imagine those micro nano picro bacteria / virus is hopping everywhere all over the elevator. I have to hold my breathe for at least 15 seconds ( *usually I give up at the 6th-8th second* ), so that it reaches 10th floor.

Please kindly be more considerate. okay?
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This is something that I really want to say.
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{ bohemia }

I just found out this was the trend for spring/summer 05', Bohemian fashion. No wonder I have been hearing this name so often :P *abit slow?* Personally, I think bohemia is not really nostalgia, in the sense of it is meant to mix-match on your own way.

We are way too stress in the competitive + complicated world, and we still have to care how people look at us everyday, first thing in the morning? NO WAY. too tiring. We all need to be free out of the rules, what you feel comfortable with and you think that's nice and dress like what we are originally, the one and only personality in the world.

Chic or Freak? Bohemian fahsion says something which I quite agree with. "All we know is that we like this style and that colour. It doesn’t really match but that’s ok. We’re screaming out, so we need to wear very loud clothes. And we’ll wear what we like, whatever the weather."

What do you care now? just be yourself! not someone else or any super star. I think this is why bohemian fashion is doing so popular, it's so free and no rules, artistic and yet could bring out one's character. It's the spirit of it, it's not all about trying to stand at the cutting edge of the trend blindly.
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how do you dress? for guys, may be this is not so being concerned, but girls, only ear rings & shoes could make our mood up and down.
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{ are we like that? }

In these warm weather days, cold drinks are what we need most of the time. Especially when we go to the petrol station and fill up our cars' tank, we wouldn't have forget to fulfill the thirsty us as well.

ARhhhh~~~~ SO coooooooool. These drinks are simply urging you to grab them and quench your thirst.........

No no no.. I am not asking you to choose which one you would want to walk off with. I am wondering. Are you going to open the glass panel first then only choose which you want? OR you will just stand in front of the CLEAR glass refrigerator and "scan" through ( *using your eyes* ) the drinks before you decide, then only open the glass panel and take the one you want? Well, there is no right or wrong, it's fun when I see people do the same thing in different ways.
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we are just unexplained sometimes, aren't we?
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{ Difference between ... }

Sometimes, the difference between male & female is not much difference, don't you think so? no offence, Avril fans or MCR fans, to me, they are like one male version and one female version of having the almost the same face ( only when they smile or sing ). Look, they have their special smile :)


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is this why people say I have been thinking too much? As they don't even look alike at all?
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{ this is heaven }

Yes this is a wedding arch. It's a very simple contrustruction, yet it gives people unlimited happiness while walking through. It is like knowing you have lived for your life all worthwhile, especially when you are wearing the wedding gown :P I don't know.

Isn't it just a heaven? Of course, it's friday + mommy's birthday!

Do you have your way of heaven in your mind? How does it look like? Stay happy and be grateful with what we have, and we will find the heaven that we have been looking for, is all around us.
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have you tried the Wall's chocolate heaven ice cream?
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{ Good smell }

Nothing is similar from the outlook of an onion and a durian, as you can see. Besides they are rounded in shape. There is only one similarity that I could find from both of them - *stamped* [GUARANTEED bad breath], after consuming either one.

I don't really understand why and how did I become refuse to eat durian, since I liked it so much around 10 years ago. About Onion, personally, I could not take it at all.

I hope there won't be a durian flavour chewing gum or an onion flavour chewing gum. They will definitely, completely defeat the purpose of this great invention.
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this is dedicated to the one who likes to eat lotsa lotsa onion + durian sometimes.
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{ be GREAT }

Thank you for the one who arranged this. A sharing session from Wong Kit Yaw (18 years experience in the dance career). He has shared plenty of experience of being a creative person and being someone that is so passionate for his own interest. He dance. Talk dance, eat dance, sleep dance... I could strongly feel that from him.


It is so true that he said, inspiration does not just come by itself, inspiration has to be observed. According to him, being a creative person can't take lack of inspiration as an excuse for being stuck in execution of a piece of art. When it is lack of inspiration, it caused by lack of sensitivity towards the surrounding. Things are always there, when they are being observed and filtered or processed after an individual's thoughts, here comes all inspiration. He reads and writes always, that makes him creative all the time.

Last but not least, another thing that touched my heart so much was, "When someone is so eagerly to be GREAT of doing something else, will never be." Great or not will defined by people after us. As long as we do things that we so passion for whole-heartedly, it is GREAT enough.
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Think more sometimes, it's kinda good, but not too much like me.
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{ Dress for the angels }

It is not an easy task for me.
I do enjoy and appreciate the progress, because it is my pleasure for being assigned this task. Design a t-shirt for the angels. Angels of peace - Twirling Group, Kiboo Kotekitai.

These angels are meant to bring hope to people with the theme of "As bright as the sun, as pure as the moon".

This is the first version design. I know there is room to improve.
Let me know what you think, my dear angels.
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angels of peace
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{ your smile }

I have lost a bookmark. There were these words printed on it - 你微笑的弧度让我的心情荡秋千 (your smile's "circumference" makes my mood playing on the swing *something like that*).
I found this phrase really cute and meaningful. We all know that a smile from someone really does matter.



Someone that you thought he/she will never forgive you, someone that you thought he/she already forgotten you, someone that you wish to know for long long time ago? We always receive one email about " Don't frown, You won't know that someone would fall in love with your smile ".

When it was those old school days, we were very used to write letters. Eventhough the letter is for the classmate who was seated next to you. At the seal of the letter, we would write " open with smile ". Remember?
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read with smile :)
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{ It is not that disgusting }

Both of us, my younger sister and I think that we are kind of having the "Lesbian" tendency. As we like to see pretty girls all the time, of course, good-looking guys as well. We somehow tend to fall in love with some girls after knowing them better. That could be simply just admire their talent, or attracted to the personality and attitude.


To me, it isn't really really "lesbian". It is another kind of Love expression. Besides that, we do prefer the opposite gender, BUT it is not bisexual either. Everyone likes to see beautiful things, likes to know more about the things they like, nothing's wrong about falling in love with the things that you like.

Some people like the non-living things, unseen objects, such as ? In love with cars. In love with music. In love with the feeling of puffing the coffin nail :) So, why not the same gender ? We at least love living things that with emotion and someone that might love you in return, kittens & puppies for instant.
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I love my sister. I would love her even if she wasn't my sister :P
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