i think i miss wanganui

I told people who asked me about New Zealand or Wanganui, I said, you can always see 3 different shades of colors in the sky, either sunrise or sunset.





my school. miss those days. rushing to the class in the morning, stayed up late, or until the morning, shooed by Hazel said that she will call the police if i don't back to the flat and sleep.


view from river side where the Waimarie - the last paddle steamer located at.
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this person submitted a photo in google earth - sunrise in wanganui
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sickness

today I am looking at map of the world, measuring how far from Malaysia to New Zealand, with my finger tips. I know what I am facing is nothing bigger than the world. I know all that I am suppose to be positive. No one can help me even my friends talk to me for 10 hours. It's just me that is too stubborn on letting go and be myself. I am kind of sick.
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I need to go out of the city and play with the sea, sky and mountain.
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a yoga class like this

7:10pm. 10 minutes after work. I met some senior management people in the escalator. The first thing that blurp out from one of them was:
"wah! half day huh?"
* I was like what was it supposed to mean? * i replied:"half day?"
"yeah, as long as you can still see daylight, it is considered as half day. Usually we go home at 9 sometimes 12."
* I thought i was suppose to feel guilty for a while, but I've completed my work on time, shouldn't i leave on time? * as concern i asked:" so are you going for dinner?(*back to work after that*)"
they replied:"No! MEETING with client." escalator reached basement. "BYE!"
*WHAT?!*


8pm. by rushing, i reached home safely. I went to this yoga club with my sister after 20 minutes, .... ,it was so crowded, the last class of the day, sweaty atmosphere in the room, it started off quite well, towards the end of the class, teacher said, relax and focus on your breathing...inhale, stomach raise; exhale, stomach fall...beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep beeeeeeeep -- typical message ringtone. IT was OKAY.
(* the lights turned off *) so quiet, the cd player is playing calm and smooth music. relax your toes, relax your heels, relax your thigh, your abdomen muscle, relax your back, your shoulder, BUTTZZZZZZZZZZZZEEEEEEE. BUTTTTZZZZZZZ -- handphone's vibration. such a turn off. yeah yeah.. relax my forehead, my eye brow, my cheek...NAMASTE

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back at home. i fell asleep.

i thought i have lost my inspiration source

Where have you been? there must be something happened to my inspiration "bud".
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she said:"looks like someone has not been updating her blog"
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being an arachnerd

you don't know how excited am i. Thank you for everyone that had wish me to get this. For this time, i feel so ready to contribute. I am serious this time.
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yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahooo
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